4:30

You come home close to 4:30 pm
And I’m just sat in the living room
You raise your voice and I just laugh
I lay down at 4:30 am
The tears slip down the side of my face
As my pain wets the pillowcase
And I know I was never the favorite kid
But I hoped you could show me the love that I know you did
Always show to him
I was just a kid I didn’t want to be tough and strong
I wanted to be safe in someone’s arms
Never did I think this would carry on late into my teenage years
But here I am writing this dumb song
And I know I was never the favorite kid
But I wished you could show me the love you would always give to everybody else
You come home close to 4:30 pm
And I’m just sat in the living room