4am crisis

Inside I
I never felt so numb
I thought I had a heart and not a stone
My self-inflicted pain couldn’t get me to cry
And now I wanna ask you something
Where is my happiness?
Where does it hide?
No comfort, no peace, no love, no reason to fight
And now I wanna let me die
And now I just don’t to fight
The pride, The anger & the hate
All for deliverance not for the sake of fate
Distance’s a slightly change
Spaces plus time is restraint
And now I wanna ask you something
What is this loneliness?
Where’s everyone?
No people, No thoughts, No souls
How is it defined?
'Cause now I don’t wanna leave this life
Or I just
I just think I might