Driveway Birthday

Clutching on to a cold coffee cup
Another day alone I’m waiting
I’ll see further than this towns four walls
Using trains as an escape route
The trees blur out the carriage windows
Just not enough to clear my mind
Where’s the relief
I can’t find peace
Give me release
Forgot how to speak
I’ve paid my time
I don’t feel alright
I can’t be alone
Once more I’m tired
Happiness lies in a dosage
You give in so you can function
How else do you fight when there’s no cure
Moods determined by figures
Every thought makes me sicker
I’m in debt to obsession, a chemical bore
Where’s the relief
I can’t find peace
Give me release
Forgot how to speak
I’ve paid my time
I don’t feel alright
I can’t be alone
Once more, I’m tired