Holding My Breath

Before you judge me take a good hard look at yourself
You don’t know me but you’re draining me of mental health
A lie based on popular opinion
I want to die ’cos’ I can’t be forgiven
Locked in a room
Void of humanity
I’m in a black hole
Suffering endlessly
Opening my eyes is worse than death
That’s why I keep on holding my breath
The world is caving in all around me
I see myself as a vulgar monstrosity
My mind collapsed into a technical mess
I can’t deal with the guilt that I have to ingest
Locked in a room
Void of humanity
I’m in a black hole
Suffering endlessly
Opening my eyes is worse than death
That’s why I keep on holding my breath
Opening my eyes worse than death … Why I keep on holding my breath
Opening my eyes worse than death … Why I keep on holding my breath
Opening my eyes worse than death … Why I keep on holding my breath
Opening my eyes worse than death … Why I keep on holding my breath
Worse than death … Holding my breath
Worse than death … Holding my breath
Opening my eyes worse than death … Why I keep on holding my breath
Opening my eyes worse than death … Why I keep on holding my breath
Opening my eyes worse than death … Why I keep on holding my breath
Opening my eyes worse than death … Why I keep on holding my breath