Desperation

There is someone inside of me
Something I can’t describe
I would die to know
Where she is in life
I’ll be the watcher in her eyes
Something she cannot find
I would die to know
Where I live inside
Then she told me
In death we’ll part
I saw the look in her eyes
I felt the rage inside
I’d follow her if I could
To the deepest place I could find
In the shadows she’d see
We could be alive
The night creeps into my days
The lights flash again
The grave is marked for me
I cannot get inside
I’ll carefully wait
Till you find your way
There is a struggle inside me
Who could I really be
Am I in some kind of disguise
Do you want me to leave
The night creeps into my days
The lights flash again