Area of Opportunity

I cant see though my eyes are wide open
I feel like something inside was stolen
I can’t face the screen its glaring at me everyday
I refuse to believe that my future depends on
Corporate Earnings
I don’t give a fuck!
Is the means to an end
does this mean that I must pretend
That I can see my future
It grows cloudy everyday
I can’t «hope» forever
something has to change
some days I feel like I’m loosing myself
I can hold much longer
No, I can’t live this life
They take apart of me
Hands around my throat
growing stronger everyday
I struggle not to choke
I feel the will inside me fade away
I cant give up,
give anymore of myself away
Now this means that I have reached the end
this is my dream and I’m done pretending
Now I will have to kill part of myself
I will hold on to the desires that drive me
The desires that drive me