Beauty

This is not right
What is this trap
A place I don’t know Obedient
Why should I be?
Well, Freedom is my right
But reality pulls me down
How does liberty taste?
The small of freedom
Like a dream long long gone
I can’t shake it free
Becomes a part of me
Useless, helpless, powerless…
Where have you gone?
I’m lost in the dark
Swamp of a heart
Don’t drag me down
Infectious me
Infectious me…
I am contamination contained
If I dive what will I be?
Can I fly light as white
Can I crash dead as red
I wonder?
No way can this be beauty
No way can this be beauty
Salvation beauty…
Universal beauty…
Salvation beauty…
Universal beauty…
If you think it’s a joke
And I’m a sucker!!!
Well, die you are fucker!
This is not light
The truth is not there…
It must be…
I’m losing out on what is there
What am I afraid of?
Where is my truth-self?
I want to open my heart
Break my chains
Where is my true-self?
I destroy my dark side
To see my dawn
Salvation beauty…
Universal beauty…
From upon high, I can fly away
The ash of salvation
What do you see?
Another side to this answer
Past my destiny, I look beyond
No way?