Dissipate

Looking back to the thought
To think we called this home
Reminiscent bitter sweet memories
I watched them dissipate
Through my finger tips
I felt so helpless
Turn your back for it wouldn’t be the first time
Your heart changes with season
I’ll be fine on my own
I wish forgetting was a little bit easier
Your shadow looms on me
Bide your time to make your mind
While I quietly die
The sky is bright
But your shadow seems to darken my days
While I quietly die
The sweetest dream, turns into a nightmare
A deep incision to my affliction
Say it wasn’t real to make this easier
Say it’s all just a fucking dream to make this easier
This chapter comes to conclusion
A brand new page, a brand new day
For now I know, now I know
I’m never coming home
Fuck the memories
That use to be the air that I breathe
Now it’s choking me
Looking back in my head just makes me think fuck
Now it’s choking me
I’ll watch you fucking dissolve
Today I shake your shadow
I’ll watch you wither away to nothing
I’ll watch you wither away, I watch you wither
I’m never coming home, never coming home