Suddenly

I can barely see you — I can barely feel you — your fading like the dirt on my
TV
I’m feeling kind of scared cause I never get to talk but there’s really nothing
good for me to say
You’re right to stay away — you’re dangerous to me
You push so cleverly just like no others
You don’t like other girls — you care about your friends — and you’d rather
have been born as one of your brothers
Suddenly I am «the wrong»
Suddenly I can’t be strong
Suddenly I am the man I never meant to be
I barely know your name I barely know your name even though we have been living
here for years
I’d really like to talk but they took away my tongue and replaced it with a
thousand lonely tears
I’m sorry about your dad I wish he wasn’t mean
I really wish I didn’t remind you of him
I try my very best but the devil owns my mind and I haven’t had the chance to
show you who I am
Won’t you have another cup of tea?
I really have enjoyed our time together
And when I get on back to the prison, will you
Wait for me?
Until I return so suddenly