Lose/Recover

had a dream i was underground
to a point i stopped trying to get found
climbed my way out and filled the hole
with flower seeds and much richer soil
looked at myself closely in a mirror
took the dark parts that were causing this fever
placed them with one large oak seed
realized then i was just trying to get green
yeah i lost love, love does what it does
thought i lost me but there i was
thought i lost me but it came to be
momentarily lapse of happily