The dark half

I cannot talk by spoiling thoughts
My eyes will burn when I look at you
I cannot talk I cannot look
My mind goes wrong until everybody goes
I cannot hear by spoiling thoughts
My eyes will burn when you look at me
I cannot hear I cannot be watched
My mind goes wrong until everybody goes
They call it shyness I call it fear
Too much focus on myself
Evaluation seems always on the run
I’m too much focused on myself
Inhibited by inherited genes
Education was far too safe
They call it shyness I call it fear
Too much focus on myself
Evaluation seems always on the run
I’m too much focused on myself
Inhibited by inherited genes
Education was far too safe