I Guess This is Life

Walked past that house party two times already
Heard all the dogs bark and try to walk steady
Ran down this road yesterday in the sunshine
But now I can’t even see with the streetlights
When I was here last I drove by with Sophie
Rolled down the windows, we were in the city
She asked politely if I had a lighter
I told her likely, then lit it afire
I couldn’t tell you in words how I’m feeling
Maybe what I need’s a good proper healing
Spent most of my night staring at the ceiling
Tried all the god stuff but I stoppd believing
Went back to Maryland, I walkd with my Mama
Down to the water to escape the drama
Got on the speedboat with my friend Teresa
it was so nice to see ya
The burn of a cigarette with a good, good friend
It made me forget
That all of the time I spent
Trying to make amends was an accident
I opened the cabinet where the thoughts legit
To try not to miss her I take it step by step
I guess this is life
I guess this is life
I guess this is life
I guess this is life