Thought I Knew Myself

What have I done?
Who am i?
I mean look at you
You don’t even look the same
I guess I don’t know myself like I thought I did
Everything I said I would not do
I’m steady doing it
Looking in the mirror
I don’t even look the same
It’s like i got a new identity
Cause somethings change
I wait cause i don’t want to see
Ohh
Cause i’m just not ease
I’m in state
State of confusion
Cause I caused you to leave
I thought I knew myself better
Better than that
I thought i knew myself
Oh better
Better than that
Thought I never hurt you
Thought I never make you cry
Thought I never break your pretty little heart baby
I thought I knew myself
Thought I knew
Better
But I don’t know myself at all
Ohhh
Oh no
Dont no
Now i’m on the search to find myself
Cause I lost what I had
And I wish I didn’t love you so much
Then it wouldn’t hurt so bad
So while you see me crying
Just know i’m still
I’m still loving
But i’m sitting here broken
Because I lost the bestfriend I ever had
I wait cause I dont want to
I can’t sleep
I’m not made
I’m just not made
I’m in state
State of confusion
Cause I caused you to leave
I thought I knew myself
Ithought I knew myself
Better than that
Better than that baby
I thought i knew myself
Said I knew aye
Better than that
Better than that
Thought I never hurt you
Thought I never make you cry
Thought I never break your pretty little heart
I thought I knew myself
Thought I knew myself better
But I don’t know myself at all
My own reflection looks different than before
When I scream loud my echo comes back different
Than I know
I sit here
Try to figure out
Exactly who I am
But this time I think I went too far
I never knew I messed up with your heart…
Knew … myself better
Better