I Don't Know

In this fucked up world
I dont know what to do or how to live or how to feel about myself
In this fucked up world
I dont know how to not get mad at me
I dont know how to eat healthy
I hate this shit i’ve had enough
I wanna quit but damn i’m stuck
In this fucked up world
That keeps my head twirling
I wanna cry
I try not to lie
Sometimes i wanna die
I wanna feel alive again
I wanna believe what you said
I wanna do drugs i wanna drink too much
I think too much and self destruct
I still invest too much in drugs
I don’t know what to do or how to live
I’m doin everything i can
To learn to lead a better life
And maybe i could be a man in this fucked up world