Philophobia

All around of me
Peaceful deep blue sea
Something’s always missing
I’m so out of harmony
Horizons disappear
I’m somewhere in between
Struggling with my feelings
I am fading once again
From the thoughts i have
I must disconnect
Cause I’m breaking bad
It will drive me mad
I am not prepared
To give myself again
We gave ourselves a chance for everlasting love,
god knows it was the only thing that i was living for.
I used to think that I’m, I’m not the one to blame.
Now I can hear a fear of love screaming for my name.
With my inner self i must reconnect
Cause I’m breaking bad
It will drive me mad
I am not prepared
To give myself again
Cause just everything that shines reflects your light in me.
Every little thing reminds and brings back memories.
I keep on trying to forget you and I know that I’ll regret it,
but having you is haunting me,
and hurting me more than letting you go.
You, gotta know when it’s time to go, turn the page.
The only thing harder than keeping you is moving on.
Cause just everything that shines reflects your light in me.
Every little thing reminds and brings back memories.
I keep on trying to forget you and i know I’ll regret it,
but having you is haunting me,
and hurting me more than letting you go