Fck It Up

Standing on top but I just wanna fuck it up
Standing in a room full of kids, who wanna do drugs
Looking at you from a distance, you’re in love
But never with me so I gotta fuck him up
I see your eyes all over me
‘cause I am not who I should be
I wanna be ugly
Not your PYT (PYT)
I had a wish
And it came true (it did)
But it can’t fix what I been knew (it won‘t)
I know my life just isn’t real (it‘s not)
It leaves me free
And at unease
Standing on top but I just wanna fuck it up
Standing in a room full of kids, who wanna do drugs
Looking at you from a distance, you’re in love
But never with me so I gotta fuck him up
When I was young
I felt myself
Then I grew up
Got lost again
Nothing really matters, except you and I are brothers
I got everyone to come for, I don’t need your comfort
Standing on top but I just wanna fuck it up
Standing in a room full of kids who wanna do drugs (huh, huh, huh, huh)
Looking at you from a distance you’re in love
But never with me so I gotta fuck him up (ay, ay, ay, fuck it up)
Do I look empty, now in my twenties, do I look friendly?
Do I look happy, now in my twenties, do I look friendly?
Do I look empty, now in my twenties, do I look friendly?
Do I look happy, now in my twenties, do I look friendly?
Standing on top but I just wanna fuck it up
Standing in a room full of kids, who wanna do drugs
Looking at you from a distance, you’re in love
But never with me so I gotta fuck him up