Distorted Thoughts

I try to escape from the gutter of my mind
distorted thoughts turn my soul into ice
everything ahead seems to fade away
the shadow in the mirror shows me who’s to blame
I can’t carry your doubts as I won’t show mine
not one single day which is passing by
can’t count on no one when you’re down and out
gonna lose my grip before I hit the ground
the world I see is driving me insane
there’s an ugly face behind every smile
I got it on my own
that I can’t deny
nothing to nothing
when it’s all said and done
either you gonna break
or it makes you strong