Stuck

Sat at my desk sifting through my thoughts
Would it be easier if I forgot them?
Hardwired thinking straight from the source
Welcome regret, hello my old friend
It’s obvious now
I’m quietening down
My brain’s screaming out
It’s hard to breathe
A struggle for a smile
Can’t live up to expectations
But at least I always try
I know it’s me I play it on rewind
Recalling situations
That got stuck there in my mind
I need some rest cause I’m all drawn out
Running in circles my chest is pounding
I tried my best to drown it out
Another down day but whose counting
It’s obvious now
I’m quietening down
My brain’s screaming out
It’s hard to breathe
A struggle for a smile
Can’t live up to expectations
But at least I always try
I know it’s me I play it on rewind
Recalling situations
That got stuck there in my mind
In my mind
In my mind