I Said I'm Sorry

I’m B-grade, underweight but excited to be here
I don’t mean what I say, it’s ok, please believe me
I said I’m sorry, we could shake hands on it
And red carpets unroll like tongues all around us
Shot down like pro-choice doctors in Texas
We make out for a while and I felt like an actor
But when we left it was light and I just felt embarrased
I said I’m sorry, we could shake hands on it
It used to be the only reason I breathed, but now it’s just choking me up
Don’t say no, just shut up and swallow it
I said I’m sorry
I’m B-grade underweight, out of place, dehydrated
Inhaling peroxided conversation
I’ve a confession to make and you’re not gonna like it
I stand up and clench my fist, my life determined in fifteen minutes
I said I’m sorry, we could shake hands on it
I’m B-grade, underweight, but excited to be here