drip drip

Sometimes I get stuck in my head
Help, I can’t feel my arms and my legs
Like a chainsaw, it rips my heart into shreds
Gotta breath, yeah, for what is next
Need my crayons, need to listen to X
Drip, drip from my cheeks, no ice
No words, forced to be concise
I know it’s not as bad as it seems
I know it’s not as bad as what I dream
They speak to me
When I’m alone
Nothin' to drown them out
Gotta face them on my own
They speak to me
When I’m alone
Nothin' to drown them out
Gotta face them on my own
It is the way it is
I’m so tired, I can’t loosen the grip
So tired, I’m runnin' out of breath
And so I kick 'til I taste the blood