Corrosive Eclipse

Blind !
I am blind !
Darkness surrounds my eyes —
I feel a never known insecurity !
Panic-
What happened to me?
Yesterday I still could see !
Stumbling around
Falling again
Bleeding wounds —
Crashed onto the ground…
What is the cause
What have I done?
Can it be a sentence for my sins?
Not to endure
I feel sick
Rathert being dead than to live
Within corrosive eclipse !
Everlasting darkness —
My own hell became real !
First time that I pray to a god
Of that I know that doesn' t exist
Darkness surrounds my eyes —
I feel a never known insecurity !
Panic-
What happened to me?
Yesterday I still could see !
Stumbling around
Falling again
Bleeding wounds —
Crashed onto the ground…
Not to endure
I feel sick
Rathert being dead than to live
Within corrosive eclipse !