Weightless

Never enough, in reflection — I saw what you saw
Till there’s nothing left of me, it’s just never enough
How in hell did I reach this point?
Seeing myself for everything I’m not;
Defining myself with what the world threw away;
Not a day goes by without negative
thoughts; It’s been the bane of how I see myself,
Chained to a vision of different me
How on earth did my efforts fall so short? There’s nothing left of me
So with all the damage done, shoved aside
The weight of these words (still weighs down on me)
For heaven’s sake,
I can’t do this on my own, I’ve tried so hard, but fell so short