Feel Alive

If I could just rewind the steps I’ve made, would the story end the same?
I was so afraid of showing what I’m made of
Did it make you feel alive every time you took a line?
Did it make you feel alive every time you took a line?
You crossed the line
Did it make you feel alive when you crossed the line and ended your own life
You crossed the line
Did it make you feel alive?
I think its time to put on my disguise. I hope no one notices my saucer eyes
There’s nothing I’d rather keep than the drugs that make me sleep
But after mother and father passed, I can’t find a high that will last
From hero to heroine, the choices you have made, a sad serenade
What about your daughters?
From wife to widow, a family dishonored
There’s poison in your veins
You gave us all away
As I look to the sky, this is a final good-bye
This is my final good-bye