Dying I Live

Open me and see
How purity becomes suffering
And angels turn to demons
Untouched is my soul
As water turns to blood
Cut my heart wide open
Tear it apart and see
Please put an end
To this circle of misery
No one has the right to make me believe
To praise God and to follow the light
Come my dear, eat the fruit of innocence
You’ll be lead to heaven
And I’ll stay in this chamber of hell
No one has the right to make me believe
That if I don’t believe I will forever sin
Creation of destruction
And destruction of creation
I am the battlefield!
I am destruction!
There’s no room for me in heaven
Lust is taking over
And I’ll never sleep again
The one who taught to bless
Taught to curse!
I’m trapped in this world of disgust
Oh, I hate this cold life!
Not 'cos I’m unused to coldness
What is love?
What is desire?
What is creation?
Take my life or I’ll be living dead
Can’t you hear my empty calls?
Abused by the wisdom of the fallen souls
Inside of me there’s a battle
Between hope and a request for an end
Why don’t you hear my empty calls?
There’s no room for me in heaven
Lust is taking over
And I’ll never sleep again
The one who taught to bless
Taught to curse!
I’m trapped in this world of disgust
Oh, I hate this cold life!
Not 'cos I’m unused to coldness
But 'cos I am used to hate!
No one has the right to make me believe
To praise God and to follow the light
Come my dear, eat the fruit of innocence
You’ll be lead to heaven
And I’ll stay in this chamber of hell
No one has the right to make me believe
That if I don’t believe I will forever sin
Creation of destruction
And destruction of creation
Bitten by the guards of hell
The soul-eating dogs
Will I prevail again?