Goodbye

It’s a hard day today
Thinking through a haze
Of regret and resentment
A sentimental daze
A dark february morning
The rays of the sun grow cold
A greeting without feeling
The words senseless and old
How do I go on like this
When everything fades away
And every thought I penned
For each forgotten friend
Lacking luster growing gray
Today
This was meant to be the last time
This was meant to be goodbye
It’s a hard day today
Just beneath the skin
Can’t find the words to say
The meaning sinking in
A cold february morning
No light to warm my face
Sickening loss of feeling
No love in this embrace
How do I go on like this
It matters less each day
And every thought I send
Never making it in
Not a single word I say
Today
This was meant to be the last time
This was meant to be goodbye