Sixty to Zero

Are you still watching me?
And will you stare endlessly?
I might be a spot to rest your eyes on
But I am still invisible
I will be your disgrace
I can ́t live up to your level just can ́t
So I tear down expectations
You had high hopes for me
I was high on dope mostly
You were on the streets to search
I was on the streets for merch
Oh, don’t just sit there watching me
I‘ve got my own problems don ́t you see?
No need to go on
When I hate my own reflection
I know you loved me
I loved you back — occasionally