Catastrophe Awaits

I tried to reconcile that night
Suppress the anger in a pill I’d rather throw away than numb it out
I’m going to honor this emotional fallout
Catastrophe awaits. My sanity’s at stake. These words are tough to hear.
I’m acting out of fear
I used to bristle at the words you said. They remind me of a time I used to
bottle up to hold it down
It’s no wonder that I never stuck around
Catastrophe awaits. My sanity’s at stake. These words are tough to hear.
I’m acting out of a childish self-made fear
Live in the moment. The past mistakes can suffocate. It’s hard to breathe in
this awkward war of words
It’s so hard to live in the moment. The past mistakes can suffocate me.
It’s hard to breathe in this awkward war of words
Starting to think I’m in a better place. It took some time to realize the
threshold
Pain of mind is one I don’t take light. I’d rather run away than stick around
and fight
Catastrophe awaits. My sanity’s at stake. These words are tough to hear.
I’m acting out of a childish self-made fear
Live in the moment. The past mistakes can suffocate. It’s hard to breathe in
this awkward war of words
It’s so hard to live in the moment. The past mistakes can suffocate me.
It’s hard to breathe in this awkward war of words
I’m moving on. This time I’m moving on. I’m moving on
Live in the moment. The past mistakes can suffocate. It’s hard to breathe in
this awkward war of words
It’s so hard to live in the moment. The past mistakes can suffocate me.
It’s hard to breathe in this awkward war of words
I’m moving on. This time I’m moving on. I’m moving on