Sweet#hart

I lay awake stuck by this fickle thorn
I lay with you so they won’t sink in their claws
I lay awake while the beasts and the whores
Are dancing in, dancing in
Dancing in the jaws, jaws, jaws of a landfill
Am I ever gonna let you in
Before I see it coming?
Systematic in decay
I’m dying to feel what you feel now
You’ve already been such a sweetheart
And I know we all get scared
We all get scared
Too much head, but too little heart oh honey
I want your touch, such a shame
That I am numb honey
Too much head, but too little heart oh honey
Not meant to be this way
Lover, lover, lover you’ll never know
You’ll never know because
Lover, lover breathing down my neck
Incendiary breath
And still my lover is a burden
Tell me something could you smell my fear?
As I lay there
Cringing on your bed
I’m dying to feel what you feel now
You’ve already been such a sweetheart
And I know we all get scared
We all get scared
Too much head, but too little heart oh honey
I want your touch, such a shame
That I am numb honey
Too much head, but too little heart oh honey
Not meant to be this way
Maybe my seed found purchase in your soil
It’s just a fight, a futile fight
To feel connected
I lay awake stuck by this fickle thorn
Instead of tending to its prick I lay infected
Am I ever gonna let you in
Before I see it coming?
Systematic in decay
I’m dying to feel what you feel now
You’ve already been such a sweetheart
And I know we all get scared
We all get scared
Too much head, but too little heart oh honey
I want your touch, such a shame
That I am numb honey
Too much head, but too little heart oh honey
(As I lay there cringing on your bed)
Too much head, but too little heart oh honey
Not meant to be this way