Everything at Once

You know when I was your age
I didn’t give a fuck
But I suddenly had a shot
I was smothered by the rage
You only have to choose
Between the smokes and the booze
Right now I’m trying not to lose
Everything at once
I’m only in my bed
For good as I said
I’ll regret it I guess
That means yes
Oh I dissapoint you
I can see it in your eyes
'cause what you despise
Is when I’m crossing fingers
It’s getting hard to wake up
It’s getting hard
With someone else’s makeup
It’s getting hard
You got someone to understand
Someone to talk to