I Was Amazing

What if I was amazing?
Would if everything worked?
Would I be worth saving
Or would I sink into the dirt?
I will wake up fine
Through another night
It gets so loud sometimes
But I will stay alive
I spend every day waiting
My replies all rehearsed
Oh god it’s so devastating
The ways I measure my worth
I will wake up fine
Through another night
It gets so loud sometimes
But I will stay alive
I can’t fall asleep and I can’t wake up
Why does a stranger live in my skull
Watch my warning signs explode
How will I survive
Through another night?
I will wake up fine
Through another night
It gets so loud sometimes
But I will stay alive