Hesitation

When’s the time to step in
and make a connection with someone?
There won’t be any trouble if
I’m making you laugh,
making you smile.
You’re making me feel positive.
But don’t put me too close and ruin all that we have.
I will start.
No time for hesitation.
I will start always assuming the worst thing.
'Cause it feels tragic and hopeless.
Time to give my all.
Falling back in.
I never thought you’d understand.
It doesn’t mean I’ll always be alone.
Dysfunctional or not,
I think it’s fair to the other things I love.
Finding myself is along the same lines as me finding love.
I find hesitation sets me back again.