Confusing Happiness

I had to break the code
Go mad
I tried
To make a soul
From scratch
If I could dream you in meticulous detail
Would you ever come alive?
Would you ever come alive?
I’ll dedicate my days and 14 of my nights
Will you ever come alive?
Will you ever come alive?
I want this
A confusing happiness
Never knowing what comes next
I want this
All the agony and bliss
From confusing happiness
The dawn, no birds around
Reborn, without a sound
Oh no
The fire drowned
If I could dream you in meticulous detail
Would you ever come alive?
Would you ever come alive?
Since I began, it’s taken two years in this hell
Will you ever come alive?
Will you ever come alive?
I want this
A confusing happiness
Never knowing what comes next
I want this
All the agony and bliss
From confusing happiness
(If I could dream you up…)
If I could dream you in meticulous detail
Would you ever come alive?
Would you ever come alive?
I dedicate my body and my conscious mind
Will you ever come alive?
Will you ever come alive?
I want this
A confusing happiness
Never knowing what comes next
I want this
All the agony and bliss
From confusing happiness