Black Seed

When the sun is shrouded
And the lights come on
I can see myself
Half a shadow of half a man
The white of my eyes has gone red
My heart still beats yet I feel drawn towards death
Let it end
I don’t even know
When everything started feeling hollow
Oh lifeless life
Just let me go
Death drive
The black seed planted in my skull
Open my arms and let it be seen to the world
«This is a man crushed by hurt»
Let them all weep
Let them know they failed to see
That I was out here by myself
They didn’t need me when I needed them
DEATH, PLEASE FREE ME I CAN’T BE HERE ANYMORE