Everwaiting

And every day I hope
That this feeling fades
On every page I turn
There appears your face
Can I survive on my knees?
Begging for you to
Come
Back to me
Stay away
Draw me near
Let me go, Let me be
Hold me now — Set me free
Everwaiting — Everdreaming
This is not what I was looking for
Ten closing chapters
No happy ending here
As the «we» relapses
I draw you near
Everwaiting — Everdreaming
This is not what was looking for
Can I hold you?
Never leave me!
Let me live!
And I’m still holding on to you!