perpetual motion

Already… lauded…standing…
I’m already here
Already… unlocked…unlatched
gates ahead opened
persevere… no need… don't need…
to move on no more
the pressure… pushing…forcing…
not from my own will
How many times did i ever stand here?
Why are you still driving me to go?
again i stand…
even if i stand or walk on
it’s the same
I’m sick… and tired… of this
tired of this side
gates here never shut off
gates always open
how many times did i ever get through?