If I Had a Heart

I have tried
And I have failed you
I am here
But my love lies somewhere else
And I can’t say
I want to stay here anymore
Who am I to challenge gods and their ways?
This is me, so hate me if you need
If I had a heart
It would surely break
And if I could feel
I would be ashamed
If I had a heart
I have sinned just to win all my life
And I will hurt you, desert you this time again
Face to face, skin to skin
Can’t feel a thing
And I can’t change
I can’t make you understand
If I had a heart
It would surely break
And if I could feel
I would be ashamed
If I knew the words
I’d apologise
And if I were you
I would walk away
If I had a heart
It would surely break
If I had a heart
It would surely break
And if I could feel
I would be ashamed
If I knew the words
I’d apologise
And if I were you
I would walk away
If I had a heart