Relapse

No cruel intentions, no desire to change
The very things that made us gravitate
But hollow words and empty promises
Couldn’t guarantee the same thing at the end
Painted my every day in black and blue
The bruises on my soul from loving you
But bruises hide the scars that bear the pain
And I can’t believe it’s still affecting me
No I can’t believe
Here’s the relapse to the progress I have made
Your poison eats at me with every step I take
Here’s the reason why I can’t go on this way
Time and again the antidote slips away
Time failed to come and take the pain away
'Cos you were recalled every time I had a chance to make a change
But now I see through every sick disguise
'Cos you’re still hidden deep inside my mind
Inside my mind
You’re still hidden in my mind
Here’s the relapse to the progress I have made
Your poison eats at me with every step I take
Here’s the reason why I can’t go on this way
Time and again the antidote slips away
They say I’m angry but the melodies they keep me sane
But if my life has come to this I can’t help thinking I’m to blame
Emotions misdirected just to dodge the first love’s flame
Receding agony when will you be my friend again
Here’s the relapse to the progress I have made
Your poison eats at me with every step I take
Here’s the reason why I can’t go on this way
Time and again the antidote slips away