Lumps

I feel as if I have been dreaming
I am confused as to how I got here
One minute, I am heading down a path of destruction
With no hopes but for death
Then there was you, you opened me to a different light
The path you lead me down was priceless
With one quick glance it was stripped
With one quick glance it was stripped from me
I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed
I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed
I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed
I never let you be you
I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed
I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed
I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed
I never let you be you
I’ve been puking with regret, I found myself again
And although we were apart, I managed to move on
Something was still missing
That made me sick, far to familiar
I needed you once again, maybe now I can change
Maybe now I can change
With one quick glance it was stripped
With one quick glance it was stripped from me
I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed
I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed
I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed
I never let you be you
I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed
I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed
I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed
I never let you be you
Maybe now I can secure my lumps
Maybe now I can secure my lumps
Maybe now I can secure my lumps
I can secure my lumps
I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed
I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed
I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed
I never let you be you
I was so, I was so, I was so, I was so
I was so, I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed