Krishna

ribbons and flowers today I am five
I'm not sure yet if it's ok to touch a hive
posters on the walls and I know what's being said
I'm behaving cuz I've heard that I would get a cat
my mother will stay and clean my hair from glitter
she'll read me something from bhagavat gita
she's in love with a god that is merry and blue
I'm not clever enough so I'm in love with it too
books and prayers today I am seven
If I sin from now on I'm not going to heaven
I would like to postpone hell until I'm twelve
but my mother decides to switch gods by herself
so I'm yet on my knees in front of the son
need to ask to forgive me for playing with mother's gun
I'm not here I'm Krishna's girl
I'm heading to a swirl
boots in vomit today I'm sixteen
they say you can't get vodka but you know what I mean
no gods no demons I'm in love with a human
brought back from coma just like Burbank Truman
mother asks me to exhale and sniffs my breath
and then tells me that I am on house arrest
I'm saying that ok I'll maybe sweep the floor
but I'm not attending worship services anymore
ribbons and flowers today I'm twenty four
got married like stupid a couple of months ago
what the hell did I do and where is god
when I need somebody to save me from shit like that