Heart Breaker

Haven’t slept. Day’s young.
Remember her — put another pill upon my tongue.
Wash it down with tears in my shot cup.
Then, Two shots of vodka
Chasing the high she gave me.
Measure dose; change combinations, hoping to get the same things.
True love’s a strange thing; It Feels amazing.
Try it for yourself if you don’t know what I’m saying.
But it’s hard to find. Life diminishes the hearts supply —
People lie, truth be told; Love and money? The drugs were mine.
Beautiful words; And before family, I came first.
Must be difficult when not shown reciprocal;
We’re reciprocal in mind, spirit, and physical
You were on the pedestal, Similar?
The guy you’re protected from? We’re identical.
As she steps further away our relationship drifts
Like a beautiful aroma in the air,
Forever lost but forever there,
I come clean for the umpteenth,
Still waters run deep.
I drown in my sound like a video stream,
Cursing myself in ways I really don’t mean.
The fact is fact. The truth is truth.
You’re a luxury I really couldn’t do.
I drown in my sound — like a video stream
Cursing myself in ways I really don’t mean
The fact is fact
The truth is truth//
You’re a luxury I really couldn’t do…
Respect me. Help me. Don’t vex me.
Let me go with friends. Trust me.
Don’t call me too much. Text me.
When I see you, sex me.
No other man can do, let me.
But being dumb in the past taught there’s more than getting laid.
You’re gone now, lesson learned much too late.
You’re quality in quantity, best possibly.
Now, you are lost to me.
Inside I need a letter, an encounter even better,
Only time I see her now is in her display picture.
I haven’t slept the night is young.
I’m depressed. Even more so, because I’m drunk.
«White girl» on the table, broken up lines cut.
Mushrooms under my tongue all in an attempt to emulate love.
Complete awareness separates me from truth;
Irregular words couldn’t make an irregular verse
To describe how your hurts hurt,
How my words hurt, How being a flirt works,
I’m a Jerk, I’m a Jerk, I’m a jerk.
I didn’t try to make it work, and what’s worse…
I put her second even though I loved her first.
I represent part of what has gotten you vex,
You’re known to be positive. You get the opposite, from the opposite sex.
May a tear never avalanche off your face again.