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I wanted to get higher to feel what up can be
I wanted to hold my breath to find my way back to reality
I lost my grip with strength and i was left alone to drown
No tide could help me shift
I’m on my way back down to the fucking ground
I’m drifting away
Trying to hold on to this heavy chain
That keeps bringing me down
My mind is floating
My heart is racing and i don’t know where the fuck i’m going
I’m drifting away
Trying to stray from the path that was given me
But i’m stuck at the bottom of the sea
Where i can’t see, nothing else but me
I can’t breathe. where am i going?
I’ve been searching for light in the abyss of life
So scared that i won’t make it out alive
I can’t breathe
I was searching for hope at the bottom of the deep blue sea
Little did i know that my faith was going to let me drown
Little did i know that my faith was going to end me