KILLING ME

They have faces I don’t
Recognize now
Hidden in the shadow of doubt
I thought that I would
Figure them out
I turned around
They were laughing
Looking at me
Seeing through me
Planning everything
That they’d do to me
I have mysrlf
No there’s no help
I will refuse to lay down
From my windows
I watch them and hide
Their eyes only see me
At night
I feel them
As they’re crawling inside
Surrounding me
They’re smiling
Staring at me
Seeing through me
Plotting everything
That they’d do to me
I have myself
No there’s no help
I still refuse to lay down
They have faces
I can recognize now
Voices filter in
From a crowd
Straps are firmly
Holding me down
As they’re killing me
I’m crying
Testing on me
Cutting through me
Doing anything
They want to me
I had myself
Now there’s no help
I can’t refuse to lay down