My Solution Is in the Lake

A trivial and tangled bedroom floor
Wait until the sun finally sets
Before you climb the stairs to an apartment that you don’t call «home» anymore
You put your fingers to your temple
In the shape of what resembles the punchline to your way out
Get me out, I just want to disappear
Let me go before I burn us both to the ground
Yesterday forgets you before you have the chance to do the same
I see how much time you spend breaking your own heart over this
Right on cue, every ghost you know comes right back to haunt you
Well, I am the question, and you are the answer
And who knew that those things just don’t fit together?
So I shake in salt lakes cause I can’t explain
And you wouldn’t understand anyway
Get me out, I just want to disappear
Let me go before I burn us both to the ground
Do you recall the summer where everything you did
Was sponsored by your cigarettes and the thoughts in your head?
And all you talked about were ways to motivate yourself to leave the house
At least until you gave yourself a reason to live
Yesterday forgets you before you have the chance to do the same