Made It Weird

Had a show just last night that went great
But I could only think of the part that I hate
Hardcore fumbled a part of one song
And I keep replaying the part that went wrong
Buncha folks after it said it went good
But I couldn’t help lettin' 'em know where I stood
Killin' all the audience buzz from that night
'cause I couldn’t help sayin' in wasn’t that tight
Caught in between the realms of what’s real
Peoples' perceptions vs. what I feel
Most of the time it’s just in my head
But I still obsess on the words that I said
S’posed to be plannin' the rest of my year
But I’m sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird
S’posed to be gettin' my brand new
But I’m sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird
I prefer not to talk on the phone
The immediate nature is out of my zone
I prefer to text until it gets blown
By one of us misinterpreting tone
Can’t say how many times I forgot
You don’t send messages sippin' on scotch
Knew from the dots I’d made a mistake
I sent that smiley emoji too late
I can get embarrassed in thousands of ways
And I hold that feeling for two or three days
Everybody else is up and moved on
And I’m still here thinkin' about why I’m wrong
Can’t help feeling a feeling this large
Really wish I had a way to discharge
Some folks smoke and others do coke
I’m addicted to thinking about what I broke
S’posed to be plannin' the rest of my year
But I’m sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it weird)
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it weird)
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I did that)
S’posed to be gettin my brand new (yeah)
But I’m sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (Just thinkin' about it)
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it so weird)
S’posed to be plannin' the rest of my year
But I’m sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (It's still weird)
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (Oh man)
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird
S’posed to be gettin my brand new (Oh oh)
But I’m sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made weird)
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird
Yeah
I made it weird
I can’t stop
It’s still weird
I made it so weird
S’posed to be plannin' the rest of my year
But I’m sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it weird)
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it weird)
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird
S’posed to be gettin my brand new (yeah)
But I’m sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (Just thinkin' about it)
Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it so weird)
I made it so weird
I did that
I made it so weird