The Dark

Had my back everytime
Now I don’t know who to call
Bottle up all my pain
In this bottle adderall
Keep on telling myself
I’m gon' shine through the dark
But the days go by, I find myself still trapped
Popping it all
Alone I, fall
Can’t let em know, don’t want no help
They don’t understand, what I’ve seen and fucken felt
Upon a time, I was a dreamer
I lost belief, in and ever after
Heads or tails
Is what it feels like, is the chance
I survive, another dance
With the devil I been playing far too long now
Tryna end it, I can’t find the power
I don’t know how I fit into this world
Give it all they spit into your face
Every night I drink until I fucken hurl
Never let them see you in this place
Keep on telling myself
I’m gon' shine through the dark
But the days go by, I find myself still trapped
Popping it all
Alone I, fall
Never let no one see you, cry alone in the dark
Ohh no
Just keep on telling yourself
You gon' shine through the dark
Don’t fall