Unsaid

Utter every word left unsaid
Stained across my thoughts there’s only you
This stale air is wasted on me
I’ll spend this time gorging grief
Only I can feel you this way
What shadow of my body has fear left untouched?
I wish «sorry» meant anything
Still I feel you shake
I harbor every tremor of panic
Its an underserved gift and you deserved better
How many broken promises did I whimper?
How many times did you hear «It's gonna be okay.»?
Stained across my thoughts there’s only you
Countless words wasted on ashes
«I want you»