Goodbyes and Endings

if I called on you to answer
well I should have known you’d guessed
what I could of had
but I could not fix
so I relegate your promise
with irreverence I rest
like a memory I remember
only in this
goodbyes and endings
pain, painfully dull and painless
pain, painfully dull and painless
can I be honest
ohhhh
ohhhh
and if I cannot be still
would you be alone
would you care
could it be enough
if I learn
how to turn it off
and if I cannot be still
would you be alone
would you care
could it be enough
if I learn
how to turn it off
and so I gravitate forward
with a syllable that sticks
what I didn’t know but I
should have guessed
and I’m still waiting on that answer
well I could of let you in
like a memory I remember
only in this
goodbyes and endings
pain, painfully dull and painless
pain, painfully dull and painless
can I be honest
ohhhh
ohhhh
and if I cannot be still
would you be alone
would you care
could it be enough
if I learn
how to turn it off
and if I cannot be still
would you be alone
would you care
could it be enough
if I learn
how to turn it off
oh, oh, this does not end
oh, oh, this does not end
oh, oh, this does not end
oh, oh, this does not end