I knew this was coming

Driving to your job late at night
I smell like cigarettes, I’m not alright
You never check on me, is there another guy
All these fucking questions you can’t answer
Are we just a lie?
Never have I ever felt so sad
Sometimes I wanna die and my parents feel bad
Away from home is where it’s best to be
So I check my fuckin' phone and I snap the rope and leave
What did you mean by your text last night
That you’ll go and you won’t come back
It’s okay it was a matter of time
I knew that this would never last
It’s fine, that’s alright
I’ll stay here for now
I’ll live my life
Without you around