Forget October

All of these cuts that I bear from the pain
Of my past haunting me into the night
How my skin crawls from this place
Will I ever get out of here
I’ll be okay for another day
Maybe more, maybe I’m at the bottom this time
I wake up inside from the light
Following down like the sound of a drum
Beating into my mind like it’s on fire
And all the screams become silent
As I lay sleeping tonight
But I’ll be okay for another day
Maybe more, maybe I’m at the bottom this time
I wake up inside from the light
I’m so far away
Can you hear what I say
Don’t be mad, please stay
Don’t be mad
I’m like a child and if these walls could talk
They’d ask «daddy what have you done to me now»
I’m all alone and your face is all that I see
I want to die
But I’ll be okay for another day
Maybe more, maybe I’m at the bottom this time
I wake up inside from the light