Eternal Sufferings

My wounds are widely opened now
Time has come to plunge into despair
Darkness is the only wish of this world of sorrow
There is no place for joy in my bleeding heart
I cannot reach my innner peace
That I deserve in my griefful moments
Someday I will drown myself into my neverending tears
Someday I will see myself dying of eternal sufferings
My blood is frozen into my veins
All I can feel is this loneliness
Which has been invading me for countless years
Which is leading me to these eternal sufferings
Someday I will sleep eternally in the arms of mother nature
Someday I will be decaying in my own lifeless corpse six feet under